May was meant to be about fun and laughter for me. And while to some extent it was, it did end in tears and heartbreak. In May, I watched 13 reasons why and blogged my thoughts about it. I tried to take stock of where I was at while also going on lovely hike a up this way.
I tried to be funny on the blog while talking about being a bit of a neat freak and sharing my thoughts on my lucky number. And I got sentimental penning a letter to my future self. I had a laugh going to a show as part of the Sydney Comedy festival. I had to put up with some workplace politics but on the whole, was happy to be back in my clinical role.
Overall though, I just felt lost and empty. Like I knew the heartbreak was looming. I’ve been taking it one day at a time for this past week. Work has helped. The online love and support has helped. Some of my friends have helped.
Things might change. We don’t know what the future holds.
For now though, I’ll start to focus on June. Pride was meant to be the focus for June as part of Flourish Inside Out and I’ll write about that on Saturday. You can always share your photos and follow my journey on Instagram using #FlourishInsideOut or #Flourish365days
If you have reflected on the month gone by, do link up below for The Month that was.
Until next time,